CROACIA PAKLENICA II
near Ramići, Zadarska (Hrvatska)
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The day I died again
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Fifth step
I feel advanced, that I am in the program. "We admit before God, before ourselves and before another human being, the exact nature of our faults." I need to choose a person to be able to take this step. It's not easy for me, I do not dare with acquaintances, I have to look for it outside of my circle, someone used to hearing this kind of testimonies. I decide for a priest who knows the program, we stay one day and he takes me to a room with two armchairs, face to face I begin my testimony, I do not know how long I was talking, maybe an hour or two. Sit with another person, fill me with courage to hear me say what for so long I have kept only in my most hidden thoughts, what I was so afraid to see, recognize, accept. At last I released my deepest defects of character, now I was saying it, so much self-destruction and now I was bringing it to light. As I was saying, it was like a burden that I was letting go, I was losing that strength that I had given him. When we finished we said goodbye fraternally. Upon leaving, I felt something that I had never felt before, a sincere feeling of forgiveness towards me, a true affection that told me that it is possible to start over again, to forgive me. The fifth step made him see me in another way, more human, better person, freed from guilt, from what for so long had been self-destructing me. It has been one of my most liberating experiences; He brought me to the good life.
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Fifth step
I feel advanced, that I am in the program. "We admit before God, before ourselves and before another human being, the exact nature of our faults." I need to choose a person to be able to take this step. It's not easy for me, I do not dare with acquaintances, I have to look for it outside of my circle, someone used to hearing this kind of testimonies. I decide for a priest who knows the program, we stay one day and he takes me to a room with two armchairs, face to face I begin my testimony, I do not know how long I was talking, maybe an hour or two. Sit with another person, fill me with courage to hear me say what for so long I have kept only in my most hidden thoughts, what I was so afraid to see, recognize, accept. At last I released my deepest defects of character, now I was saying it, so much self-destruction and now I was bringing it to light. As I was saying, it was like a burden that I was letting go, I was losing that strength that I had given him. When we finished we said goodbye fraternally. Upon leaving, I felt something that I had never felt before, a sincere feeling of forgiveness towards me, a true affection that told me that it is possible to start over again, to forgive me. The fifth step made him see me in another way, more human, better person, freed from guilt, from what for so long had been self-destructing me. It has been one of my most liberating experiences; He brought me to the good life.
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